23.12.09

tentang kebanggan

maaf..

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect


maaf belom bisa jadi apa yang papa banggain
maaf buat semua kata yang pernah terlontar dari mulutku
aku tau semuanya buat kebaikanku
aku gamau egois aku ngerti apa yang dipikiran papa
tapi apa papa pernah coba melihat dari sisiku ?
pernah nyoba posisi ini ?
aku tau ga akan
karena ga ada yang bisa
im tired..
everyfight,everyscream it hurts
maaf
aku buktiin aku jadi sesuatu yang bisa papa banggain suatu saat
aku bakal bikin senyuman terukir diwajah papa
udah cukup itu aja
. . .

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